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Cd#1
Dissident
Release [Live]
Rearviewmirror [Live]
Even Flow [Live]
Dissident [Live]
Why Go [Live]
Deep [Live]
Cd#2
Jeremy [Live]
Glorified G [Live]
Daughter [Live]
Go [Live]
Animal [Live]
Garden [Live]
SOLAT [Live]
Black [Live]
Cd#3
Alive [Live]
Blood [Live]
W.M.A. [Live]
Small Town [Live]
Rats [Live]
Once [Live]
Porch [Live]
Indifference[Live]
CD#1
DISSIDENT
she nursed him there, over a night
i wasn't so sure she wanted him to stay
what to say...what to say
but soon she was down, soon he was low
at a quarter past...a holy no...
she had to turn around
when she couldn't hold, oh...she folded...
a dissident is here
escape is never, the safest path
a dissident, a dissident is here
and to this day, she's glided on
always home but so far away
like a word misplaced
nothing said, what a waste
when she had contact...with the conflict...
there was meaning, but she sold him to the state
she had to turn around
when she couldn't hold...she folded...
a dissident is here
escape is never, the safest path
a dissident, a dissident is here
she gave him away when she couldn't hold...no...she folded...
a dissident is here
escape is never, the safest path
a dissident, a dissident is here
couldn't hold on...she couldn't hold...no...she folded...
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest place
a dissident is here
RELEASE [LIVE]
i see the world...feel the chill
which way to go...windowsill
i see the word like a rocking horse of time
i see the verse in the rain
oh dear dad, can you see me now?
i am myself, like you somehow
I’ll ride the wave where it takes me
now I’ll hold the pain
release me
oh dear dad, can you see us now?
i am myself, like you somehow
I’ll wait up in the dark...for you to speak to me
now I’ll open up
release me
release me
release me
release me
REARVIEWMIRROR [LIVE]
i took a drive today...time to emancipate
i guess it was the beatings...made me wise
but i'm not about to give thanks but I’ll apologize
i couldn't breathe...holdin' me down
hand on my face...pushed to the ground
enmity gauged...divided by fear
tried to endure...what i could not forgive
hey hey
i seem to look away
wounds in the mirror waved
it wasn't my surface most defiled
head at your feet...fool to your crown
fist on my plate...swallowed it down
enmity gauged...united by fear
forced to endure...what i could not forgive
saw things
saw things
saw things
saw things
clearer
clearer
once you were in my rearviewmirror
i gather speed from you fucking with me
once and for all i'm far away
i hardly believe...finally the shades are raised hey
saw things so much clearer
once you...once you...
saw things so much clearer
once you...once you...
saw things so much clearer
once you...once you...
saw things so much clearer
once you...
EVEN FLOW [LIVE]
freezin' rests his head on a pillow made of concrete again
feelin' maybe he'll see a little better set a days
hand out faces that he sees time again ain't that familiar
dark grin he can't help when he's happy looks insane
even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
he don't know so he chases them away
someday yet he'll begin his life again
life again...life again
kneelin' looking through the paper though he doesn't know to read
prayin' now to something that has never showed him anything nothin'
feelin' understands the weather of the winters on its way
ceilings few and far between all the legal halls of shame
even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
he don't know, so he chases them away
someday yet he'll begin his life again
whispering hands gently lead him away
lead him away...him away
fuck it up now
even flow, thoughts arrive like butterflies
oh he don't know so he chases them away
someday yet he'll begin his life again yeah
whispering hands gently lead him away
lead him away...him away way way
we fucked it up again
DISSIDENT [LIVE]
[Vedder - Gossard - Ament - Mccready - Abbruzzese]
she nursed him there...over a night
i wasn't so sure she wanted him to stay
what to say, what to say
but soon she was down...soon he was low
at a quarter...past a holy no
she had to turn around
when she couldn't hold...she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest path
a dissident, a dissident is here
and to this day...she's glided on
always home, but so far away
like a word misplaced
nothing said, what a waste
when she had contact with the conflict
there was meaning...but she sold him to the state
she had to turn around
when she couldn't hold...she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest path
a dissident, a dissident is here oh
she gave him away when she couldn't hold no...she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest path
a dissident, a dissident is here oh
couldn't hold on...she couldn't hold no...she folded
a dissident is here
escape is never the safest path
a dissident is here
WHY GO [LIVE]
hey...hey...
she scratches a letter into a wall made of stone
maybe someday another child won't feel as alone as she does
it's been two years and counting since they put her in this place
she's been diagnosed by some stupid fuck and mommy agrees
why go home
why go home
why go home
she seems to be stronger but what they want her to be is weak
she could play pretend...she could join the game, boy
she could be another clone
why go home
why go home
why go home
why go home
what you taught me...put me here...don't come visit mother
bitch
why go home
why go home
why go home
why go home
what you taught me...put me here...don't come visit mother
why go home...
DEEP [LIVE]
on the edge...windowsill
ponders his maker, a-ponders his will
to the street below, he just ain't nothin'
but he's got a great view and he sinks the needle deep
can't touch the bottom
in too deep...can't touch the bottom
on the edge of a know-nothin' town
feelin' quite superior, the age had come
to the sky above, he just ain't nothin'
but he's got a great view and he sinks the burning knife deep
can't touch the bottom
in too deep...can't touch the bottom
in too deep
on the edge of a christmas clean love
young virgin from heaven...visiting hell
to the man above her, she just ain't nothin'
and she doesn't like the view
she doesn't like the view
she doesn't like the view
but he sinks himself deep
can't touch the bottom
in too deep...can't touch the bottom
can't touch the bottom
deep...
no you won't...
no you won't...
Cd#2
JEREMY [LIVE]
at home, drawing pictures of mountain tops, with him on top
lemon yellow sun, arms raised in a v
and the dead lay in pools of maroon below
daddy didn't give attention, no
to the fact that mommy didn't care
king jeremy the wicked, ruled his world
clearly i remember pickin' on the boy
seemed a harmless little fuck!
but we unleashed a lion
gnashed his teeth and bit the recess lady's breast
how could i forget?
and he hit me with a surprise left
my jaw left hurtin', dropped wide open
just like the day, like the day i heard
and daddy didn't give affection, no
and the boy was something that mommy wouldn't wear
king jeremy the wicked, ruled his world
jeremy spoke in class today
jeremy spoke in class today
jeremy spoke in class today
try to forget this...try to forget this...
try to erase this...
from the blackboard...
jeremy spoke in class today
jeremy spoke in class today
jeremy spoke in, spoke in
jeremy spoke in, spoke in
jeremy spoke in class today...
GLORIFIED G [LIVE]
got a gun, fact i got two
that's ok man, cuz i love frogs
glorified version of a pellet gun
feels so manly, when armed
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a...
double think, dumb is strength
never shot at a living thing
glorified version of a pellet gun
feels so manly, when armed
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a pellet gun
glorified version of a...
and always keep it loaded
always keep it loaded
always keep it loaded
life comes...here we go...
life comes...here we go...
life comes...here we go...
glorified...glorified...
DAUGHTER [LIVE]
alone...listless...breakfast table in an otherwise empty room
young girl...violins...center of her own attention
mother reads aloud, child tries to understand it
tries to make her proud
the shades go down, it's in her head
painted room...can't deny there's something wrong...
don't call me daughter, not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter, not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me...
she holds the hand that holds her down
she will...rise above...
don't call me daughter, not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter, not fit to be
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter, not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me daughter, not fit to
the picture kept will remind me
don't call me...
the shades go down
the shades go down
the shades go, go, go...
we don't need no education
we don't need no thought control
no dark sarcasm in the classroom
teacher leave those kids alone
GO [LIVE]
please don't go out on me, don't go out on me now
never acted up before, don't go on me now
i swear i never took it for granted, just thought of it now
suppose i abused you, just passing it on
don't...fuck...
once fastened, servile, now you're getting sharp
moving oh so swiftly, with such disarm
i pulled the covers over him, shoulda' pulled the alarm
turned to my nemesis...a fool, no fucking god
don't...fuck...shut...mouth...
please...
don't go on me
don't go on me
don't go on me
don't go on me
shout...fuck...burn...please, tunnel vision...fuck...burn...suck...
please, please, please...
don't go on me
don't go on me, mother...
don't go on me
don't go on me
don't you want me
don't go on me
don't go on me
don't...fuck...
shout, shout, shout, shout...
ANIMAL [LIVE]
one, two, three, four, five against one
five, five, five against one
said one, two, three, four, five against one
f-five...five, five...five against
torture from you to me
abducted from the street
i'd rather be...
i'd rather be with...
i'd rather be with an animal
why would you wanna hurt me?
so frightened of your pain...
i'd rather be...
i'd rather be with...
i'd rather be with an animal
i'd rather be...
i'd rather be...
i'd rather be with an animal
i'd rather be...
i'd rather be with...
i'd rather be with an animal
i'd rather be, i'd rather...
i'd rather be...
i'd rather be with an animal
i said one, two, three, four, five against one
f-five...five, five...five against one
one, two, three, four, five against one
f-five...five, five...five against one
i said...
GARDEN [LIVE]
she don't wander in...don't wander in here, she...
she don't wander in here...don't wander in here...
the direction of the eye, so misleading
the defection of the soul, nauseously quick
i don't question, our existence
i just question, our modern needs
don't wander in, she...she, she don't wander in here
i will walk...with my hand bound
i will walk...with my face blood
i will walk...with my shadow flag
into your garden, garden of stone...
after all is done, and we're still alone
i won't be taken, yet I’ll go...with my hands bound
i will walk...with my face blood
i will walk...with my shadow flag
into your garden, garden of stone
i don't show...i don't share...
i don't need...what you have to give...
i will walk...with my hands bound
i will walk...with my face blood
i will walk...with my shadow flag
into your garden, garden of...
i will walk...with my hands bound
i will walk into your garden, garden of stone...
i don't show...i don't share
i don't need...for me to live...
me to live, me to live...
yeah yeah yeah motherfucker...
STATE OF LOVE AND TRUST [LIVE]
woooh
state of love and trust as i busted down the pretext
sin still plays and preaches but to have an empty court, uh huh
and the signs are passing...grip the wheel can't read it
sacrifice receiving the smell that's on my hands...hands
and i listen for the voice inside my head, nothing, i'll do this one myself
lay her down as priest does...should the lord be a-counting?
will be in my honor, make it pain, painfully clear, uh huh
promises are whispered in the age of darkness
want to be enlightened like i want to be told the end...end
and the barrel shakes aimed a-directly at my head
oh help me, help me from myself
and i listen for the voice inside my head, nothing, i'll do this one myself
myself, myself...
yeah yeah
hey, na na na na hey that's something
hey, na na na na hey that's something
hey, na na na na hey that's something
want it back, back to away, yeah huh uh
and i listen oh for the voice inside my head, nothing, i'll do this one myself
and the barrel waits, trigger shakes, aimed right at my head
won't you help me? help me from myself...
state of love and trust and a...
state of love and trust and a...
state of love and trust and a...
state of love and...
BLACK [LIVE]
sheets of empty canvas, untouched sheets of clay
her legs spread out before me as her body once did
all five horizons revolved around her sun
as the earth to the sun
now the air i tasted and breathed has taken a turn
and all i taught her was everything [that's all]
i know she gave me all that she wore
and now my bitter hands shake beneath the clouds
of what was everything?
all the pictures had all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
i take a walk outside, i'm surrounded by some kids at play
i can feel their laughter, so why do i sear
and twisted thoughts that spin round my head
i'm spinning, oh, i'm spinning
how quick the sun can, drop away
and now my bitter hands cradle broken glass
of what was everything?
all the pictures had all been washed in black, tattooed everything...
all the love gone bad, turned my world to black
tattooed all i see, all that i am, all I’ll be...
i know someday you'll have a beautiful life, i know you'll be a star
in somebody else's sky, but why
why, why can't it be, a-can't it be mine?
i don't...i don't think these people are a mistake
oh they are not mistake
oh no no, a mistake
we belong together, together, together...
Cd#3
ALIVE [LIVE]
son, she said, have i got a little story for you
what you thought was your daddy was nothin' but a motherfuckin asshole, motherfucking fool
while you were sittin' home alone at age thirteen
your real daddy was dyin', sorry you didn't see him
but i'm glad we talked...
i...i'm still alive
i...i'm still alive
i...i'm still alive
she walks slowly, across a young man's room
she said i'm ready...to fuck you
i can't remember anything to this very day
'cept the look, the look...
you know where, now i can't see, i just stare...
i...i'm still alive
i...i'm still alive
i...i'm still alive
i...i'm still alive
is something wrong, she said
of course there is, you're still alive, she said
oh and do i deserve to be?
is that the question?
and if so...if so...
who answers...who answers...
i...i'm still alive
i...i'm still alive
i...i'm still alive
i...you're still alive
BLOOD [LIVE]
spin me round, roll me over, fuckin' circus
stab it down, one way needle, pulled so slowly
drains and spills, fills the pages, fills their sponges
it's my blood
it's my blood
paint ed big...turn ed into...one of my enemies...
it's my blood
it's my blood
it's my blood
stab it down, fill the pages, suck my fuckin' life out, man
maker of my enemies...
it's...it's...it's...blood...whoa
whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa...
not for you
this is not for you
this is for me, and me, and not you
never was for you, no..
it's time...it's time to realize, whoa...
W.M.A. [LIVE]
he won the lottery when he was born
took his mother's white breast to his tongue
trained like dogs, color and smell
walks by me to get to him
police man
police man
he won the lottery by being born
big hand slapped a white male american
do no wrong, so clean cut...
dirties his hands, it comes right off
police man [police man]
police man
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police man
police man
jesus greets me...looks just like me...
do no wrong, so clean cut
dirty his hands, it comes right off
police man
police man
police man
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police man
police man
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police stopped my brother again
police man
police man
police man
all my pieces set me free...
human devices set me free...
all my pieces set me free...
human devices set me free...
all my pieces set me free...
human devices set me free...
all my pieces set me free...
human devices set me free...
human devices set me free...
SMALL TOWN [LIVE]
i seem to recognize your face
haunting, familiar, yet i can't seem to place it
cannot find a candle of thought to light your name
lifetimes are catching up with me
all these changes taking place, i wish i'd seen the place
but no one's ever taken me
hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
i swear i recognize your breath
memories like fingerprints are slowly raising
me, you wouldn't recall, for i'm not my former
it's hard when, you're stuck up on the shelf
i changed by not changing at all, small town predicts my fate
perhaps that's what no one wants to see
i just want to scream...hello...
my god its been so long, never dreamed you'd return
but now here you are, and here i am
hearts and thoughts they fade...away...
hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
hearts and thoughts they fade, all away...
hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
hearts and thoughts they fade, fade away...
hearts and thoughts they fade...
RATS [LIVE]
they don't eat, don't sleep
they don't feed, they don't seethe
bare their gums when they moan and squeak
lick the dirt off a larger one's feet
they don't push, don't crowd
congregate until they're much too loud
fuck to procreate till they are dead
line the holes with the dead one's bread
they don't scurry when something bigger comes their way
don't pack themselves together and run as one
don't shit where they're not supposed to
don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare
they don't scam, don't fight
don't oppress an equals given rights
starve the poor so they can be well fed
line their holes with the dead one's bread
they don't scurry when something bigger comes their way
don't pack themselves together and run as one
don't shit where they're not supposed to
don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare...
they don't scurry when something bigger comes their way
don't pack themselves together and run as one
don't shit where they're not supposed to
don't take what's not theirs
they don't compare
they don't compare
they don't compare
ben, the two of us need look no more
ben, the two of us need look no more
[michael jackson with tennis shoes]
ben, the two of us need look no more
[46 years...]
ben, the two of us need look no more, more, more
ben, the two of us need look no more
ben...i've been changing
torture, then reward
torture, then reward
torture, then reward
follows torture, follows reward
i'd stop and talk, but i'm already, already, already in love, love, love, love, love...
ONCE [LIVE]
i admit it...what's to say [what?]
i relive it...without pain [i won't feel nothing]
backstreet lover on the side of the road
i got a bomb in my temple that is gonna explode
i got a sixteen gauge buried under my clothes
i pray...
once upon a time i could lose myself
once upon a time i could control myself
oh try and mimic what's insane...
i am in it...where do i stand? [stand, stand...]
indian summer and i hate the heat
i got a backstreet lover on the passenger seat
i got my hand in my pocket...
i pray...
once upon a time i could lose myself
once upon a time i could control myself
[i got nothin' to say, 'cept i'll love you forever and a million...]
once upon a time i could control myself
once upon a time i could lose myself
once upon a time i could love myself
once upon a time i could love you
once...
once...
once...
once...
PORCH [LIVE]
what the fuck is this world running to
you didn't leave a message
at least i coulda' learned your voice one last time
daily minefield, this could be my time, 'bout your?
would you hit me?
would you hit me?
all the bills go by, and initiatives are taken up by the middle
there ain't gonna be any middle any more
and the cross i'm bearing home
ain't indicative of my place
left the porch
left the porch
hear my name, take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand, walk beside me
i just need to say...
you fuck with me, you fuck with me, I’ll fuck with you
you fuck with me, I’ll be there too
hey, hey, it's ok, hey, hey, it's ok
hey, hey, it's ok, hey, hey, it's ok
hey, hey, it's ok, hey, hey, it's ok
god is gay...and you were right
hey, hey, it's ok, hey, hey, it's ok
hey, hey, it's ok, hey, hey, it's ok
this could be the day, this...could be the day
I’ll give my luck, I’ll give my luck
I’ll give my day, I’ll give it all
to you, to you
for you, for you
for you, for you, you..
we'll do it again, we'll do it again
fuck with me, I’ll fuck with fire
i'm gonna change ??
don't take a look, I’ll see myself
don't believe in...?? myself
don't forgive...?? self
hey, hey, hey, hey, hey...
hey, hey, hey, hey, hey...
hear my name, take a good look
this could be the day
hold my hand, lie beside me i just need to say
i could not take a-just one day
i know when i would not ever touch you...hold you...feel you...ever hold...
never again...
INDIFFERENCE [LIVE]
i will light the match this mornin', so i won't be alone
watch as she lies silent, for soon light will be gone
i will stand arms outstretched, pretend i'm free to roam
i will make my way through, one more day in hell...
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make...
i will hold the candle till it burns up my arm
I’ll keep takin' punches until their will grows tired
i will stare the sun down until my eyes go blind
hey i won't change direction, and i won't change my mind
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make..
i will swallow poison, until i grow immune
i will scream my lungs out till it fills this room
how much difference
how much difference
how much difference does it make
how much difference does it make...
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